9 hours to my mom & dad's to pick up N.
Did good in terms of food. Smoothie for breakfast; mini cuc, clementine, & coconut water for lunch; homemade veggie wrap for snack. Then ate half a corn cob and drank my green juice for dinner.
Went out to the pub with a friend; ate edamame and 4 yam fries.
AND THEN THE DRINKING STARTED...
So many useless calories.
Must be back up to 115 now.
Why do I self-sabotage like this?
And why do they tell me I'm so thin when I am SO GODDAMN FAT?!!!
Stop force-feeding me.

I'm sorry you're not doing well right now, dear.
ReplyDeleteThat day of food sounds delicious, by the way.
But hey, don't be so hard on yourself. You went out and had a good time with a friend. You'll get back to where you were no problem. It'll be all right.
Hang in there. <3
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