Dragged me out, frightened by my nakedness, frightened by my own sweet smell.

My laptop is being sent away for repairs.
It is still covered under the extended warranty that I was bright enough to purchase when I bought it just under 2 years ago.
But it will take up to a month.
You tell me how I am supposed to live without my laptop for a month?!
Right now I am on the laptop that the kids use to play internet games.
My sister bought a new laptop and gifted us her old one.
But it doesn't have Microsoft Office, so no Word or Excel.
I need those to do my mindless recipe typing, as well as send out resumes and look for a new job.

A new job.
I got one this morning, by the way.
At Subway.
Yes, I am now a Sandwich Artist.
I was hoping to find something a little better, but this will do for now, I suppose.
I just hope it doesn't make me too busy.
I hope I will still be able to see my children.

Weight was down after the weigh-in yesterday, 114.7.
I am still holding strong to my meal-plan and haven't binged in over a month.
I am not consuming enough calories, as marked by the fact that I am still losing weight, but at least my body knows I am feeding it regularly.

And I am finally fully recovered from the mysterious illness that made me want to curl up in a ball and die.
3 weeks of misery.
So glad that's over.

Bought a new bathing suit today. And a dress.
Spent a crap-load of money that I don't really have, actually.
I really need to stop doing that.